Well, despite the eating difficulties, the boys are doing very well in the weight department. Logan is weighing in at 4lb 10oz and Connor is weighing in at 5lb 6 oz. The little guys are really filling out. Tonight I went out to do a little shoppign and bought the boys some little outfits for easter. Guess what????? I bought 0-3 months-not preemie!! It would be a dream to have them home by then, but if not, they will be smashing inthe NICU.

I am starting to feel a little better. I still cry at the drop of a hat and am still having a hard time dealing with the prolonged nICU time. Tonight while gavage feeding Connor, he refluxed and his heart rate dropped to the 40's, he went limp and turned bluish. I was holding the tube and unable to pick him up, so I yelled for the nurse and then cried. This is the hardest thing to see.

I promise to post pix tomorrow when we are 9 weeks old......